I know I haven't updated for awhile...not that anyone even cares, but I'm soooo confused! I feel guilty about something, and I've talked to people about it, and they told me that I didn't have any reason to feel guilty! But if that's true, then why do I have a gnawing feeling in the pit of my gut that something really bad happened all because of me? I feel like i totally screwed up, and I can't get rid of this guilt, and I have no idea what to do! I wish i could apologize to the person whose life i screwed up, but i don't know how to do that without bringing up all the bad stuff that's started to settle down. I know i've been really really vague, but the situation isn't all mine to reveal, so sorry...if you even care...but I can't give away details......... Ok, I just thought about what i wrote, and if you took the time to read it, I'm sorry I wasted your time! Just ignore me. By the way, i saw New Moon, and I've changed from team Edward to team Jacob! Ok, I'm done wasting your time...thanks if you read this far!