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Forgotten Child The store lights died, one by one. The child sat in the new darkness. The people walked beside her, ignoring everything that could cause more work for them, even at the cost of this child's life. She hugged her legs to her fragile body, and stared. She had learned long ago that people use her tears to make her feel worse, so she had stopped crying. She had tried to limit the amount of pain she had to feel; she let a blessed numbing take effect. The nightlife came alive. It roared in her ears; it danced in front of her eyes, making her sick, and scared. She had never seen this before. A man came to her side, kneeling on th

I always saw you. I knew when you entered the room; I knew when you stood so close. I never really tried to say hello. I acted like I didn't care and now you're gone. I always saw you. I knew when you left the room; I knew when you were gone. I never said goodbye. I never tried. I acted like I didn't miss you and now you're gone. I always saw you. I see you in the room now; I feel you stand so close. I feel you stay so close to me. I never said hello before. I never turned to you before. I never said what I wanted to before. I will always see you. I will always know where you are in the room. I will always know when you're beside me. I

Addie raced through the dark, smoky, filth covered alley; her heart pounding so hard that she felt as if it had crawled up into her throat. She could hear heavy footsteps behind her, and the sound spurred her legs to move faster. She turned a corner, and was nearly blinded by the lanterns hanging outside the tavern. She leaned her side against the wall, foolishly exposed to the dark, sinister alley. She began to breathe more calmly, closing her eyes in thanks. As she took a step towards the tavern, intending to have a small shot of whiskey to dull/calm her nerves, a strong, sweat and dirt covered arm wound itself around her waist, squeezing t

Listening to this song, I dream of you. I don't know who you are, I don't even know if you exist. But still, I dream of your face, Your voice, your touch. I wait for you to come. I hope you won't take long. Listening to this song, My chest hurts. I miss you even though I've never seen you. I miss your voice, soft in my ear, Helping to erase my tears. I miss your touch, gentle on my skin, Taking away my pain. I miss your face, so perfect to me, So perfect, I can't breathe. Listening to this song, My breaths are short and quick. I try to slow my breathing, And then I feel you. I try to calm my he

Gorgeous (49) Hey there Gorgeous. Oh the way you Gleam in the light, It fills me With this giddy Feeling. Can I touch you? Can I use you? To end the pain? C'mon, gorgeous, I need you!

Family (36) My family, Loves me, Cherishes me, Holds me, Hugs me, Knows me; yet I stare at the cuts. The cuts They haven't seen. The cuts That show How I feel. My family, Loves me, Cherishes me, Holds me, Hugs me, Doesn't know Anything About me.

Not Yet Dead I breathe, but I can't smell I can't feel, but the cuts are real I hate, but I love you Yes I'm alive, Does it make you sad? It makes me sad too. But don't worry Life must always end For some it ends All too quickly, but For me, it seems To take an eternity And I apologize For I am Not yet dead.

Promised (76) Promised nothing, Ok, no cutting But scratching, stabbing, killing Never mentioned See how dumb you are? See how smart I am? Promised nothing Not breathing, not living, but dying That sounds fine, easy, fun Promised one thing: No cutting

Jack-O-Lantern Jack-o-lantern Orange and bright Emotions carved into you Permanent screams *Chorus: pumpkin man's head never stays too long ax chopping faster and faster pumpkin man's song haunting melody voices carry on, and on jack-o-lantern dead and rotting seeds pitted long ago silent protest, hidden *chorus jack-o-lantern orange and bright snatched from your patch family seeds *chorus